I really need some help im getting depressed !!?

Ok I Just graduated high school and after having my daughter when i was 17, i was so ready and even applied for george brown college accounting and I got great grades in accounting cles and math and I figure that is what i wanted to do however... I really dont know what to do.. and I can't afford anything. INO there is OSAP however im on social istance and I will get cut of social istance and osap will compensate however for my reasons I do not want to go the OSAP way. I have NOOO idea on what i want to be i am so clueless i find it is depressing me.. I would LOVE to be a nurse however I feel like I will panic when i LARGE amounts of blood of so but iunno if this is true i wish i could get first hand on experience but there is no such thing ... PLEASE HOW DO I FIND OUT WHAT I WANT TO BE? THIS IS REALLY BRINGING ME DOWN IM RUNNING OUT OF TIME I NEED TO MAKE MONEY AND SUPPORT MY FAMILY. and i dont even know how im gona pay for it but i will find a way.