Having a bad anxiety problem?

Sounds like social anxiety sweetheart. It is very hard to overcome especially alone, but I used to be like you a little...nervous, awkward and functionally-retarded when it came to socializing. Honestly you need to expose yourself to more social situations, spend more time around people, it is tricky and hard but eventually you get used to it, when you first start try to detach yourself from the situation, a lot of it may be caused by a fear of looking foolish in front of peers, you just need to be a little more confident in yourself honey. Or a drama club Is how I got over mind but seriously something about being trained to act and go on stage in front of complete strangers really steels you, I still sometimes feel suddenly nervous in big groups but now I have the experience to handle it and not to draw attention to myself until I can calm down. Good luck!